lets tune out by turning on the radio.

hey..here's my top 100 songs for this school year. I tried to put them in order, but it was really hard. A lot of them are ties. Enjoy! :]
100. Bittersweet Symphany- The Verve
99. 99 problems- JayZ
98. You're So Damn Hot- ok Go
97. Saturday- Fall out Boy
96. Kung Fu Grip kiss- the Damnwells
95. Newport Living- Cute Is What We Aim For
94.The Black Parade- My Chemical Romance
93. Banana pancakes- Jack Johnson
92. Minstrel's Prayer- Cartel
91. Ocean Avenue- yellowcard
90.Vulnerable- Secondhand Serenade
89.Invisible- Ashlee Simpson
88.Snakes On A Plane (Bring it)- Cobra Starship
87. Good- Better Than Ezra
86. Headlock- Imogen Heap
85. dark blue- Jack's Mannequin
84. Which to bury, us or the hatchet?- relient k
83. Best in me- Sherwood
82.Hero heroine- Boys Like Girls
81. Breath me- Sia
80. When you're gone- Avril Lavigne
79.Eleanor Rigby- The Beatles
78. runaway- cartel
77. All Time Lows- Hellogoodbye
76. Unsaid- the Fray
75. Breakaway- Kelly Clarkson
74. hair- the Early November
73. Do you remember- The Summer Obsession
72. Hundred- The Fray
71. You wanted more- Tonic
70. Cadence- Anberlin
69. Dreaming- Boys Night Out
68. Waiting on The World to Change- John mayer
67.Trust me- the fray
66.Teasing to Please- Cute Is What We Aim For
65. Sun- Daphne Loves Derby
64. Pressure- Paramore
63. Pollen And Salt- Daphne Loves Derby
62. Be My Escape- Relient K
61. How Does It feel- Sugarcult
60. Dead Wrong- the Fray
59. Heels over Head- Boys Like Girls
58. Here it Goes Again- ok go
57. Suddenly I see- KT Tunstall
56. London Calling- The Clash
55. Amtrak is For lovers- Houston Calls
54. Sundress- Ben Kweller
53. Untouched and Intact- the Honorary Title
52. Set Fire To The Third Bar- Snow Patrol
51. Temper Temper- Envy On The Coast
50. Cross My Heart - The Rocket Summer
49. love Song For No one- John mayer
48. the Mixed Tape- Jack's Mannequin
47. the Space Between- valencia
46. Wonderwall- Oasis
45. Wine Red- The Hush Sound
44. Everything is alright- Motion city soundtrack
43. Sunday best- Augustana
42. Keep Holding On- Avril Lavigne
41. Coming Home- New Found Glory
40. 2 years underground- This Holiday Life
39. Is It Any Wonder?- Keane
38. the Fourth Drink instinct- Cute Is What We Aim For
37. Say This Sooner- The Almost
36. Decoration- the Early November
35. Save Your Breath- Hit The Lights
34. baby it's fact- Hellogoodbye
33. 100 times- Hit The Lights
32. I will follow you into the dark- Death cab For Cutie
31. Stolen- Dashboard Confessional
30. Born for this- Paranore
29. Must have Done Something Right- Relient K
28. Whoa- paramore
27. Zombies ate my neighbors- Single File
26. Baby Come On- +44
25. Tune out- the Format
24. ready & willing- Self Against City
23. Such Great Heights- The Postal Service
22. Beautiful- Bethany Dillon
21. Five minutes to midnight- Boys Like Girls
20. Wasteland- Augustana
19. Suspension- mae
18. Hey there Delilah- plain White Ts.
17. The Unwinding Cable Car- Anberlin
16. Don't be so hard- The Auditon
15. Technicolor eyes- Backseat Goodbye
14. I'm doing everything for you- The Rocket Summer
13. Young at heart- William Tell
12. Ever So Sweet- The Early November
11. Beauty In The Breakdown- the Scene Aesthetic
10. Lyrical lies- Cute Is What We Aim For
9. Bruised- Jack's Mannequin
8. Song in my head- Sherwood
7. Thunder Acoustic- Boys Like Girls
6. Tisbury Lane- Mae
5.Boston- Augustana
4. How To Save A Life- The Fray
3. Misery Business- Paramore
2. I want to hear you sad- The Early November
1. The Great Escape- Boys Like Girls

I'm in the business of misery.

I seriously cannot wait until Riot! by paramore comes out.

I sorta wish I was Hayley Williams. She's so amazing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UlfKXwLQZgE

^Misery business. It's absolutely AMAZING.

I'm always up late, you never got your story straight. I'm always too late, I think I'm everything you hate.

I will stand, a broken (wo)man.

I want warpeddd more than my next 5 minutes of oxygen.
I neeed it.
Is there a free augustana show soon?
I think there is
but I dont know where.

the only thing that keeps me alive.

thatscommitment: i love you monica and i hope you know that

Today is a winding road

Pants came in mail.
Signed by the damnwells.


I get to see my friend Amelio tomorrow.
He's 92.
He's absolutely amazing.

I love Martin Johnson, Bryan Donahue, Paul DiGiovanni, And John keefe
more than you could ever know. It's so crazy. I MUST go to Warped tour.
If we get a limo I'm going with Erin And Lauren and colleen and tons more.
Maybe Alex. fun fun. I can introduce them all to my best friend Bryan. ;]

more to come.

they've found that we're all young at heart.

ew Today's mother's day. i hate my mom. I wanted to do to my dad's house; and I still am. she was like "It's mother's day and all you care about is your dad" welll he's my favorite person in the entire world. Even more than martin johnson. More than anyone. You don't understand. You should meet him. He'll love you. He loves everyone. It was his birthday yesterday and I didnt get to hang out with him. So I am today. Screw my mom.



She spent her childhood Somewhere deep in Missouri Grew up faster than her heart Mom said "You're a child of God" She said "But mom I'm in such a hurry" It might be California maybe New York Cause you know we're all young at heart You've taught me so much And brought me so far I know you'll understand I know you've felt like me before Cause you know we're all young at heart Met at his friends house There were cigarettes and Ekko in her He told her how he would like to learn to fly It went from love to worst With a child due in December She left him with a note in July It said that we're all young at heart You've taught me so much And brought me so far I know you'll understand I know you've felt like me before Cause you know we're all young at heart I know you'd like for me to stay And you could have it that way But you'd never really have me you know You could give me so much But sometimes that's not enough No, it's not enough for me She's 54 Felt she needed more than her prescription Laid there 8 days cold on the floor Finally a neighbor called He said "Something seems suspicious" They had to break down the door They found that we're all young at heart You've taught me so much And brought me so far I know you'll understand I know you've felt like me before Cause you know we're all young at heart I thought I needed you Now I need so much more I thought I found the truth Now it seems like it's still so far Sold my heart for the perfect drug It was the worst Coming down from love.. We're all young at heart You've taught me so much And brought me so far I know you'll understand I know you've felt like me before Cause you know we're all young.

I like Saturdays and the Rocket Summer.

Saturday saturday Saturday. Can every day be saturday?
Happy Birthday to my daddy! I love him more than anything in the entire world. Happy Birthday to madison as well. It is so beautiful out. Maybe I'll take a walk and pictures. I might go to the beach tonight and visit my dad.
I'm buying tickets for Sherwoooddd today. =) It's @ Axis. I'm excited.
Right now I'm listening to Love Song For No One by john Mayer. it's amazing.
So I'm about to go and do some homework then possibly hang out with colleen laterr. But I don't know. Mother's day is tommorrow but screw that.

laterrr<3

The Cost Of Misery is at an all time High.

Today's Friday. It sucked ass. Progress reports are no fun. I have been trying SO hard at school and yet I manage to get 4 c's. My mom is gonna killlll me. shit. I did get perfect attendance though! <3> Last year and the year before I got straight A's. I got honor roll first and second term. asdfghjkl; I think I'll go join the circus.

Or maybe I'll run away with martin and Bryan.I love Boys Like Girls.I love Boston.I don't think i ever want to live anywhere else.

More to come.<33monica