Writing never takes the place of living

i think that the cover artwork and inside artwork of a different light is like the best one I've ever seen.
I love the lyrics.
I love them.
I miss them!

my head hurts so fucking much!
I wish I was working so I wouldnt have to be here.
I miss my Dad and I want to go to pizza with him
My mom is believing everything my aunt says.


all over a fucking

different light.

16 names on my list

and none of them could ever get me hot like this.

eating pb&j and watching the church channel nightly

I saw Juno last night it was like the best movie I ever saw. I love it so much. It's like way up there for me.

Today was such a shitty day.
I held in my tears till I got home though.
Well I tried.
I hate when people are in a bad mood and it effects everyone else around them. Its pretty much what happened to me.

Everyone keeps pretending that they found my camera and it's pissing me off so much that I am on the verge of tears. People are jerks.

I AM CLEANING MY ROOM TONGITH IF ITS THE LAST THING I EVER DO.

i miss my friends!
I want to hang out more often with all of them!
i wanna run away. but only far enough to make you miss me.

I wish my mom would come because i miss her
and i really cant live without her haha

2007. you were swell.

welll I'm copying Bryce. haha.

top 10 records:
10.Viva La Cobra- Cobra Starship
9. So Wrong It's right- All time Low
8.A Different Light- Sherwood
7. In defense of the genre- Say Anything
6. From the screen to your stereo pt. 11- New Found Glory
5. Self titled debut album- We The Kings
4. A Lesson in Romantics- Mayday Parade
3. Direction- The Starting Line
2. RIOT!- Paramore
1. Do you feel- The Rocket Summer



Top 10 songs:
10. guilty pleasure- cobra starship
9. break it out- the rocket summer
8. the king of wishful thinking- new found glory
7. check yes juliet- we the kings
6. The Church Channel- Say Anything
5. Remembering Sunday- All Time Low
4. misery business- paramore
3. island- the starting line
2. three cheers for five years- mayday parade
1. let the flames begin- paramore

**not all released in '07

Best 5 shows I went to:
5.Warped Tour '07 (Paramore/Boys Like Girls/Cute Is What We Aim For/ All Time Low/ The Rocket Summer) 9/19/07
Columbia Meadows Oregon

4.Hellogoodbye/Boys Like Girls/The Hush Sound 5/6/07
Avalon Boston, Massachusetts

3.Motion City Soundtrack/Sherwood/The Higher/The Forecast 7/24/07
AXIS Boston, Massachusetts

2.The Academy Is../armor for sleep/The Rocket Summer/ Sherwood/Cobra Starship 10/27/07
Lupo's heartbreak hotel Providence, Rhode Island

1. Paramore/The Starting Line/The Almost 11/24/07
The Palladium Worcester, Massachusetts




Most anticipated records for '08
Jack's Mannequin.
Augustana.
The Fray.

elizabethtown is so great.

Come pick me up
Take me out
Fuck me up
Steal my records
Screw all my friends
They're all full of shit
With a smile on your face
And then do it again
I wish you would
When you're walking downtown
do you wish I was there?
Do you wish it was me?
With the windows clear and the mannequins eyes
Do they all look like mine?

It's not faith if you're using your eyes

merry christmas,
and happy haunukah (sp?) to gabe and
everyone else who likes that sort of thing
I had a great day
I got ALMOST everything i could want!
And tomorrow i have X-mas #2
at my Dads.
Oh the joys of divorce?
And thursday i might get a new camera,
but i want it to be the best one I could ever get so
I want to do some extreme thinking and researching
(as if i don't do that everyday of my life)
since the womb my dad says
Also Coll-Coll's christmas present is not working out well
so i need someone who knows where i can buy
a chain with a picture slot at the end...



haha!
fangs up?

<3monica

I've never seen a girl look so good in thick rimmed glasses before

we both were born to be one with that which the public scorns.

Perfection bores me.

I have an irrational fear of doctors

and needles

today. fucking. sucks.

Photograph each day so we can live forever

Get me out of this fucking competition

seriously

this isn't cool. You're not cool. I'm not cool.

Nothing's about you

This isn't about you

ahhhhhhhhh

someday soon, we all will be together.

Tonight was so lovely.
We put up the Christmas Tree.
We found one!
It's small but it's perfect haha
I read The Life And Adventures Of Santa Clause to my little brother
He liked it so much and we didn't even finish the first chapter
Which is the saddest chapter
He kissed me on the cheeck at the end and told me to read it to him more tomorrow night
It was like out of a book or something
Except Melanie won't stop screaming and crying
because she's grounded or something
I always miss my daddy around this time of year
"I'll be home for Christmas" makes me think of him
I don't know it's kinda sappy to say.
But it's just what I feel.
I miss my nana too.
Gosh this stuff is deep
it's not just stuff I openly say or talk about I don't
know why I'm writing it here for anyone to see
anyone who cares that is

I don't know all I know is that my family has no money and I can't afford airfare right now
but I would love to.
I don;t care about getting a new camera or phone
I just want everyone to be absolutely happy for a day.


On a heavier note my sister is being a bitch. She's singing remembering Sunday..

I have more on my mind but nothing more I'd like to say.
Not here, Not now.



Keeping An Eye On The World
So Many Thousands Of Feet Off The Ground