You're still my favorite melody

My Mom picked up Whisper War by the Cab For me tonight.
When I came home it was waiting for me and I was very happy.
This CD amazes me times ten.
But That's all I want to brush on the subject until the week is over.

School needs to end right now.

If I could gather up the words, I'd put my feelings into words.

I love going to sleep at like 12:30 on weekends and waking up at like 8.
I deffinitely need 8 1/2 hours of sleep to function.
That means I would have to go to sleep at 10 on school nights.
well 9:30 because it takes me a long time to fall asleep.
I don;t like sleeping really.
Its just like..nothingness.
Welll I have maddd homework to do today!
This stupid bio project is driving me crazy I just want it done.
Then maybe after I'll actually read david copperfield?
hahahah. i dont think so.

"shallow is as shallow does"
HAH THATS LIKE A LINE RIGHT OFF SHAANTS LIPS.
it probably really is.
the maine is like an exact copy of cute is what we aim for.
only not as good

So how many of you still actually buy CDs, like I do?
I wanna know.
Everyone steals/downloads music now a days. And truthfully I just don't get it.
I always thought the best part of bands releasing albums was being able to go to your local record store and having the album right there in your hands the day it comes out. All of the work the artist has put into something for the past year or so is all right there. I mean, how amazing is that?
Seriously people, support your favorite record stores. And I don;t mean like, FYE or Borders, I mean rad ones in YOUR town that sells used CDs, local bands' CDs, indie bands Cds, and everything else. They depend on YOU!

"If it's something you love & makes you feel good, why wouldn't you support that?"-- Bryce Avary

I got a lot to say to you.

School went by very fast today; I only had 3 academic classes
Gym these days makes me sweat and lose my breath and thats really not
something I want to do during school hours.

Oh & I wish I could say this.
I really like you. I wonder if you like me, or ever liked me. The way you faintly say your "ARES" like "awes" makes me smile. Sometimes when I see you I get startled but that's only because I don't know what I'm going to say next to get you to keep talking to me. I like when you talk low and close to me. The way you say some things sends a chill down my spine that I never want to go away. I don't even really know that much about you. I wish I did. Sometimes I wish You would come over & take me away; get me out of here.

BUT I'VE GOT HIM WHERE I WANT HIM NOW.

:)!!!!!

I don't know anything.
But goodness gracious I want him.

while I sit here my mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather

So today I realized I really do seriously suck at EVERYTHING.
you can't tell me that I don't.
It's just something I believe.
I really do hate myself I don't care how fucking emo that sounds
I just don't even care.
I suck.
The End.

Today when I realized this I just, I don't know.
I went outside at like sunset
it was raining pretty hard
I went and laid in a field & listened to music and just
let the rain fall on me.

This week was so shitty.

The only person basically who I ever want to hang out with is stevie
we drive around. It's our favorite past time.
Like seriously, I need to get away. I need to leave
I can't stand a whole nother week of not being good enough at all.
for anyone.
fuck.

I'm trying to figure out if my words have any meaning

I realized that I'm SO obsessed with good music that
I don't even want to associate myself with people who
I think listen to "shitty" music.
Haha Isn't that terrible?

Today was alright.
I have so much to do it's making me upset.
I need to get away!


DO YOU WANT TO GET AWAY?!
get in the car, we can leave today.