doyoufeel?

you know when
you're having a kind of weird week.And it's just stresful and lonely..kinda?
I cant explain it. But then, you hear a song you've heard a thousand times
but this time you actually listen to the piont of it
and it means so much to you
that you just start breaking down and cry


well such a thing just happened to me


I'm thinking about other things I heard about today
All this week and tomorrow
And how these hands can create some better things a better ring
but you see for now I got my own things
I can't help it I got too many issues I own
So I cannot help I'm afraid, yeah
But keep on preaching, preaching and heal the world
Lip service makes us look great

Do you feel
The weight of the world singing sorrow
Or to you is it just not real
Cause you got your things
Yeah we all have our things I guess
I guess my mind wanders off
from time to time

Sometimes I convince myself that all is fine in the world It's not mine
Why should I have to try to fix things I didn't create or contrive


Do you feel The weight of the world singing sorrow
Or to you is it just not real
Cause you got your own things
Yeah we all have so many things
Have the habits Had you Has it been for long
Can you feel the souls behind what's going on
Do you feel The weight of the world singing sorrow
Or to you is it just not real Cause you got your own things
Yeah we all have our things Do you feel
The weight of the world singing sorrow
Or to you is it just not real
Cause you got your things
Yeah we all so many things
And I can get past these things

Ohh

happy poolieween

I'm listening to around the clock
[We had to cut (makes scissors motion) it. ]

I HAVE to be there wednesday!
It almost hurts thinking about it.
I didnt want to ask my mom about nfg which is today
because i didnt want to bother her since its halloween and everything.
so i didnt.


Today this kid asked me if I actually knew bryce..?
and i told this other girl he was my boyfriend.
She believed me as usual.

If I ever had a boyfriend like bryce I think my life would be complete.
I think it actual;ly is possible for two people to love the same person.
I dont believe in soul mates.

I wonder what tara thinks every night when she sees bryce on stage
and there are a hundred girls screaming for him
but she's in the back of the room and
She's the only one he's thinking about.

Im listening to hold it up.
On saturday, there was confetti during this song.
I miss it.


lyrics of the day:
Go face the day Go and see new things
Go face the day But youll remember me...
I see a tear inside when youre turned away
Another wound that Id take backIf I could
fill your heart just once and then
Id take you now where we could live again
-faces in disguise- sunny day real estate.

so anyway.
happy poolieween.

I can make you feel alive

I don't think perfection is when everything about you
you do absolutely right
every single time
since you were born.

I think it is
when you have to work as hard as you fucking can
until you reached just ONE of your goals
to the way you want it to be.

Next time you see your favorite person,
tell them you love them.

I always forget to and;
I end up not seeing them for a long long time.
And I never know when I'm going to see them again.


here are some quotes that sound stupid to you
but have stuck in my brain since it was said
until this very moment
and will always be there.

'Oh my god. I see you.'

'I heard you got in a fight tonight!'

'Fuck you monica. I give you honesty and you're a bitch about it.'

'Let's go on an adventure.'

'In my whole life I have never seen such disgusting behavior'

'everytome you consume more than you need you are stealing from the poor.'

'It was so amazing seeing you guys again.'

'There's no one like you here'

'Its what YOU want. It doesnt matter about anyone else. Everyone can do the same thing but it's not really the same because no one can do it like you.'

'if you squint it's kind of like mahogany'

'There are starving kids in africa'

'you're way too dramatic.'

'bryan's my nephew'

'you can go.'

'you can't go.'


I cant detail anything
I just can't.
It means what it means
and more.


I'm drinking vanilla cafe
from the international food section of stop&shop.
I have to go study
My throat is scratchy
my room is cold.