It's crazy to think that I am the same age as Hayley Williams was when
her band was signed to Fueled By ramen & she started to become known as
the most talented red headed powerhouse in the country.


and now the world.

And its crazy that Julia is the same age as Zac,
& how Zac JUST TURNED 15 when they played their
first warped tour.
Those kids are SO lucky for their talent & just, everything

"I play guitar for 30 minutes a day..for a living..that's awesome" -Josh Farro

theres room for two, six feet under the stars

I'm so tired today!
And cold!
School was very boring and pointless as usual; but oh well.
I mean as much as I tell myself and everyone how much I dislike being at school, I
seriously I am so lucky & blessed to be able to get an education. It really is foolish of me
to not take it seriously but I do well. Not the best I can, but pretty well.
After school I came home and had some delicious apple pie it was great.
I'm usually extremely tired after school so it's hard to
babysit (the most obnoxious kids I have ever known) and do homework and do other things that need to be done and go to the gym. It's like there's not enough time ='(
I guess I should go get some homework done anyway. I have been feeling really really low lately
and I've just been trying to keep smiling but it has been SO hard.
Melissa & Alex are gonna hang out with me Friday night it should be a good time
I love having people to just, be with.

Also, my mom is an amazing person, you should meet her because she is an angel.
I love her & I miss her right now! She's at work though =/
It's okay we text.

I wish I was going to see Boys Like Girls tomorrow! I'll catch them next tour
Which will hopefully & most likely be much smaller than this one.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sf7BWvoz2A4

SOME OF US ARE YOUNG

life is great
embrace it
with a big heart.

I strongly dislike wasting time

except i love it.
I need to clean my room and do homework
but i think I'll just curl up on the couch instead
maybe watch say anything or something
and try not to think about
what I've been thinking about
for the past month.

cause we're so scared to find out
what this life's all about
so scared we're going to lose it
not knowing all along
that's exactly what we need.

drop everything and chase your dream.

Life is a one time thing
You can't re-do it
Dreams are too important to not be followed through.
One you have a dream you need to hold onto it with all your might
and chase it as fast as you can,
and when i say "chase" it I don;t mean sit around doing something easy
envying all the people who worked for greatness.


Take me for a drive t night in some random city
Turn good music up real loud and have the windows down,
I'll most likely be in love with you by the end of the night

This blog was a very demanding one.
You Me & Everyone We Know is a good band.

Happy Easter

i like saturdays

and of course bryce avary.


i have to work soon no thanks
but i do like money
money is nice.

I think it's almost time for me to start one of those long lists of my all time favorite songs.
People always ask me what songs i recommend i'm like..idk?


ilovesherwood

i want to save you

My english teacher is REALLY annyoing me.
It's not like grading papers is THAT difficult.
Sure its time consuming but whatever
"I dont wanna grade papers over eater folks i have a life you know"
well thats reallll nice assigning a bunch of sophmores to write a fucking essay
if we dont have lives i dont know who does...
i hate when people do everything to convenience themselves.
Whatever I'm studying for volleyball then going to sleep
melanie needs to shut up and put pants on like right now

I have the best mom.

I love my mom so much.
I'm pretty sure I have the best one in the world
She's not here right now & I miss her
She gets me everything I could ever want
& if she can't get it she tries anyway.
I know all she wants is for me to be happy & I wish I could tell her that
without it being awkward. I owe everything to her & sometimes
i feel like such a bad daughter. I hope she thinks I'm a good one.

i love you, mom. More than anyone on this planet.

I don't feel like doing anything tonight. I'm actually looking forward to going to school
because I like being around people.

I'm 15 for a minute

or, for three more days.

You know what's getting to me?
how everyone always says "life is short"
It makes me really depressed.
Why do we only get 100 years?
When I die, will I want to be dying?
Will I ever be able to accept the fact that a person
comes on this earth for a little while & leaves?
Just like that, gone? This is depressing stuff and I cant even talk
about it because I don;t want anyone else to be sad about it. I wish I could fix this
for me, Everytime I think too much about this I get so scared and sad &
I feel like I'm the only person on this earth and I just have a panic attack.

Listening to the Rocket Summer helps.

I probably would never tell anyone this in person.

she's dying on the dancefloor

julia is seeing my first musical 'hero' that I've ever had right now
when my favorite bands break up I feel like someone died.
this needs to stop.
Its been like a year since theyve been apart,
but i think the early november was my favorite band.
well they obviously were for a few years
but theyre always the ones i never doubted i guess


If I strum chords, would you sing a song with me?
If I leave town would you leave along with me?
We can fly away to outer space
We can find a way to leave this place
We don't need a map and you can throw your phone away
We don't wanna hear the things we know they're gonna say
You don't trust yourself but girl trust in me
Don't look in the mirror the past you don't wanna see
What do you say we leave for California?
If we drive all night we can make it by the morning
And no one has to know if we decide to go
What do you say we leave for California?
If we leave our friends then we can be together
We can leave this town for always sunny weather
I could drive and you could sleep
While the radio collides to the sound of our heartbeats

So Put your heart where your mouth is.

Today is friday! A week till my birthday, not that I'm counting.
What should I do with my last week of being 15?
I really want some girl scout cookies
Peanut butter patty, to be specific.
I have to work most of the weekend so I won't really be on.
But you know maybe i will.
I wish I had a rockstar life.

Sometimes when I watch the "insurance?' video from the higher
i laugh during the bridge when the girls are all up on them
and then one girl grabs face's face kinda
and that other girl is all uo on seth but seth has like the girliest hair and he is not manly at all
so its just awkward and funny i think.

I hate it when people are all like "oh i like music..i like photography..i wonder if monica does?'
If you know anything about me at all its that i live for those things.

I'm gonna get off and read after this.


its a shame, i have the perfect shoulder
for the perfect bag
to hold all sorts of wonderful books,
just so i could brag about my knowledge
and get those intriguing looks.
and if i read more i could probably
muster up some better hooks
but like i said. its a shame.

and I'll borrow words from all my favorite paragraphs.

If you read my blog, would you do me a favor & comment this post?
I just wanna know if I write this only for me.
Because that is kindof nice, too.