Friday, April 4, 2008

while I sit here my mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather

So today I realized I really do seriously suck at EVERYTHING.
you can't tell me that I don't.
It's just something I believe.
I really do hate myself I don't care how fucking emo that sounds
I just don't even care.
I suck.
The End.

Today when I realized this I just, I don't know.
I went outside at like sunset
it was raining pretty hard
I went and laid in a field & listened to music and just
let the rain fall on me.

This week was so shitty.

The only person basically who I ever want to hang out with is stevie
we drive around. It's our favorite past time.
Like seriously, I need to get away. I need to leave
I can't stand a whole nother week of not being good enough at all.
for anyone.
fuck.

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