cityspinsaroundd: ahh i'm in your timezone!

The truth Is, I'm kind of down.
Down because there are people in
the world that I really care about.
I know, weird thing to be sad about,
huh? Well, as you may know, or may
not know, I am afraid of commitment.
As much as I want it. I want it so good.
But the thing is, It's not like I've never
cared about people before. Its just that
I always let everyone I love down. Its my
bad habbit, my downfall. And I think I may
have done it
again.

I feel selfish. all the time.
I didnt mean it.
And also, I'm really jealous.
Jealous of absolutely everyone.


cityspinsaroundd: its awesome we're in manhattan
like two blocks from central park and 2-3 blocks
from times square.



And I cant forget you
I know you want me to want you
I want to
But I cant forgive you
So when this is over, dont blow your composure baby
But I cant forgive you.
AND I CANT FORGET YOU.


ALso, I had no idea that mr. Gallagher was retiring.
i pretty much was tearing up during my math final because of it.
Now that I think of it,
he was deffinitely the most amazing teacher I ever had
And I will never forget him, ever.



Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence
TALENT WILL NOT
Nothing is more common than unsuccesful people with talent
GENIUS WILL NOT
Unrewarded Genius is almost a proverb
EDUCATION WILL NOT
The world is full of educated derelicts.
PERSISTENCE AND DETERMINATION ARE OMNIPOTENT.

Dear anyone I love,
Sorry.