so is this what you call a getaway? Well tell me what you got away with.

I like listening to run to you really loud on my ipod because it sounds like Bryce is singing right into my ear.

I take a walk every day.

It's usually my favorite part of the day

unless I'm doing something really exciting that day.

It's really nice especially now that it's fall and the air is really crisp and clean

and the leaves are really pretty colors and when I step on them they crunch.

I always walk at sunset because it's the presttiest time.

I always walk with my ipod whose name is eleanor.

(My first ipod was named eleanor rigby but she died so now it's just eleanor.)

Today on my walk

I saw the lady I babysit for

and she talked to me for a minute

but then i kept walking because she was talking to this other lady. When she thought I couldn't hear her anymore she started to say 'that's my babysitter' to the lady. She started talking to her about me because I didnt look like I was listening to her but I was. I'm always listening. Even when I'm not. I like how she said 'my babysitter." We both know I am not hers but that's okay because no one says i belong to them ever except my mom which i hate. But I like it when My dad says it.

I like when people are taller than me.

Lauren is really short and she says that it's weird that I like it when people are taller than me but I really do. It makes me feel small and safe but don't listen to me because I dont even feel like listening to me and i dont even know what im saying.

There's no school tomorrow and tonight i'm going to the mall.

My aunt used to be one of the coolest people I know

But now I think she's crazy.

I thought of a really good christmas present for colleen and i started working on it.

I still have no idea what i'm getting Julia but it has to be good.

I actually have more than 100 bucks to spend this year so everyones getting good gifts.

They might not even cost anything

because they might be priceless.

I wish I could get everyone I love something priceless

But priceless things are sometimes very expensive.

Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know,

like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart.

For twelve years I've held it all together

but a night like this is begging to pull me apart.

I played it quiet, left you deep in conversation.

I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen.