someday soon, we all will be together.

Tonight was so lovely.
We put up the Christmas Tree.
We found one!
It's small but it's perfect haha
I read The Life And Adventures Of Santa Clause to my little brother
He liked it so much and we didn't even finish the first chapter
Which is the saddest chapter
He kissed me on the cheeck at the end and told me to read it to him more tomorrow night
It was like out of a book or something
Except Melanie won't stop screaming and crying
because she's grounded or something
I always miss my daddy around this time of year
"I'll be home for Christmas" makes me think of him
I don't know it's kinda sappy to say.
But it's just what I feel.
I miss my nana too.
Gosh this stuff is deep
it's not just stuff I openly say or talk about I don't
know why I'm writing it here for anyone to see
anyone who cares that is

I don't know all I know is that my family has no money and I can't afford airfare right now
but I would love to.
I don;t care about getting a new camera or phone
I just want everyone to be absolutely happy for a day.


On a heavier note my sister is being a bitch. She's singing remembering Sunday..

I have more on my mind but nothing more I'd like to say.
Not here, Not now.



Keeping An Eye On The World
So Many Thousands Of Feet Off The Ground