Things have been so crazy.
With school & work & driver's ed
& shows & my mom & loneliness
The truth is last week I was so depressed.
I have been for a while I guess.
I was just so down about everything
Sometimes I was sad for no reason.
Shows were like my drug. If I couldnt go to one
I would be so upset and have a meltdown.
That isn't normal. That's just not right.
This is the reason I realized I needed to change:
Bryce has been from the bottom of the barrel to
the top of the pile and he is truly my hero. He has worked
SO HARD for everything he's ever wanted and he's battled
so much. And the only things that come out of his mouth
are the most inspirational things I've ever heard. If he's
not the best role model I don't know who is. Next time I see him
I need t0 hug him extra tight. I wish he knew that he's saving me.
Anyway. I'm eating nerds and vitamin water.
What a good dinner.
And I just cannot stop listening to Tegan and Sara.
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